Sabbath Reflections

Here's my reflections from this months mandatory Surf and Turf Division InterVaristy Sabbath.  (It takes half the day just to say that.)

1.What did you do for your time?

I started the morning by listening to some Derek Webb in the car and then went to the gym to play some racquetball. Then I ate lunch and went for a bike ride. I went to the library and read a few chapters of the book Authority to Heal. While I was there I wrote in my journal and then I wrote a song. I then rode my bike around downtown and stopped at a bakery. Mmmm. Then I came home and worked on chords and a melody for the lyrics I had written. Next, I went through the journal questions in the retreat guide. I'm also hoping to watch some Lost later this evening.

2.How were you challenged by God?

I feel challenged by God to look for him working. I got a text message from one of the student leaders who led their very first bible study today and she said she loved doing it. I think God has plenty that he is prepared to show me but I just don't look. I do not expect him to do very much. I don't know if it's more because of my disbelief or my fear of being disappointed. Either way, God is challenging me to look more and to hope for His power to be displayed in real ways and not to settle for only the non-miraculous.

3.How were you encouraged by God?

I am encouraged when I am able to do something creative. I always get the sense that God has moved, stepped in, or spoken when I am able to finish something creative and be content with what I have made. The finishing of the song was an encouragement. Whenever I can put into words the passion of my feelings, whether positive or frustrating, I feel blessed. There is something about the creative process that is always stifled by my perfectionism, and when completion comes it must be an act of divine intervention.

4.Any questions for your supervisor?

I'd like to look into going to the Pastoral Care Ministry School in Wheaton, IL, June 15-20, 2008. I think some other people in our division might be interested in going as well. I have no idea what the cost / travel / anything is. The website is archaic at best. I'll keep checking it out.